Sunday, 27 May 2012

how to create love in life

to conqueror the anger by love. if you are living with your wife and she is every time opposing you  in your deeds, words, activities, thinking and in every walk life. what you will say in normalcy or in simple way she treats your words in other ways. she scolded you and always fighting with out without causes.this a a practice of more than 32 years more. you treat in love, affection , serenity, she takes other wise. when you talk on some common subjects , she take other wise. it is a 24hours. 7 days and 365 days only one taste of life bitterness, angeriness, hate and dissatisfaction, . it is like wise eating good qualities foods but digestion is not there. if i want to go the temple, or in meditations or sitting in the house peacefully, some times the atmosphere remains tensioned, with out we are fighting with own self. silence and smile are  key of success.
 how to conqueror our emotions in positive ways.every moment i am remaining in adverse situations. she wants to live alone and no attachments with any one. always in moods. what type of mood no body knows. i am facing more than 32 years. whole life is spoiled in adjustments and creating the atmosphere of peace. i sacrificed but efforts are in vain. i want to create  healthy atmosphere but she remains in opposition. in this time all theories are failed. although books are  best teachers. but in practical  life all books fail only understanding and tolerances are the only key of success and for your survival.
 at present since long i am sufferin so i may leading my self in stress, strain and depression. due to regular tension  i operated  for bye pass surgery and still medication is going on. some times depression may lead to suicidal tendency. being a religious  so mental make up maintains. but it is very difficult to control over the situation. so love is disappeared at present.

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